Heather Victorian "Vic" Black is a twenty-seven year old bi-gender woman. She desperately wants to find the one man who will love her for everything she is. Both as a woman and also as a gay man. She has undergone the start process of becoming the person she wishes to be Heath Victor "Vic" Black. Although it is a long process she soon meets Dallas Jordan "Dally" Henderson. This man has caught her heart and makes her wish for something a little longer lasting. Is it forever? Can Dally get past what she is now to get to the future? Or will he turn away from her when she truly needs him in her life? Only time will tell and it seems that everything is coming along slowly. Time is apart of the waiting and sex is something that is good. Love is something Heather has always wanted does this mean she just might finally get it? Only time will tell if she will. Love.Sex, & Time. Which one wins out in the end?
I would love to thank V. Vee for having the sweetness that she does. I love you dearly Love Bug. I want to dedicate this story to you. I know the road to love is not always easy. I know that everything may seem like it's happening so fast. Just remember this my dear Big Sis. That no matter where you are what you do I'll always be here for you. Everyone needs someone to love them and I think for sure you are well on your way to finding the happiness the love and the sexual pleasure that you have always desired or wanted. So this story is for you and I am starting to have the courage to become someone that I wish to be.
Okay so Jack and I talked about this story. *Sigh* He feels honored that you want to honor me in this way and that you want to shine a light on this issue. However, (yeah, you knew there was a but coming) he has two problems with it, both are easily fixed. He thinks the story is a lot like the book that I'm already writing. Like almost identical. *Shrug* I see some similarities but I don't think it's identical like he does, but whatever. The second one is like non-negotiable. He's really uncomfortable with you using our names. He understands you're in essence dedicating it to me and him, but he's like really, really uncomfortable with it having our names in it, especially the fact that it's like our real names and our nicknames.
ReplyDeleteI pointed out to him that I'd done it with my books, but he said they weren't uncomfortable with it, he is. Like he is really, really uncomfortable with it.
But other than that, thank you for wanting to dedicate your story to me and for the t-shirt designs and stuff. You're really sweet to want to do things like that for me.
~Just sighs and shrugs~ Yeah it has to be a but...it's fine just fine...easy fix is I won't write it...just there is no point when there is and uncomfort...here's my easy fix for Jack although he is a sweetheart I'll leave it alone and put it in a trash bin. It took every ounce of courage I had to even put it up to be judged I have a hard time with that.
ReplyDeleteKat, don't NOT write it, just change the names. Hell, just change his, I don't have a problem with it. He's just not into the whole thing. He cringed when he saw me thanking him in my book, I have to refer to him as "J" now. Never let someone stop you from writing. Don't you DARE throw my story in the trash bin. People need to know about people like me, know that we're not freaks or whatever. Know that there are people out there supporting us and I can't write them all by myself. Like I said, just change his name.
ReplyDeleteHe's not trying to be mean or unfeeling or whatever, and you can't take it personally okay? There will be a lot of people who won't like it, that's why I always ask before hand, my friend Richard didn't mind me putting his first name in "Unthinkable" but I couldn't use his nickname and I couldn't put his last name, not even in the "thank yous".
Write the story and don't let this get you down. He's honored, he just doesn't want his full name and his nickname.
{HUGZ AND SQUEEZES} Chin up Lil' Sis.
I don't even know what to change the name to VeeVee. Not even one little bit. It's not even that VeeVee I'm just ugh.I don't know right now just don't know.
ReplyDeleteJack is a sweetheart and all I just didn't think about it. I really don't know what to change it to. Honestly I am stuck in writing it to start with yesterday I got to page three and then the creative juices just came to an abrupt stop.
Go to a baby name site and just pick a boy's name. LOL. I do that sometimes. Or (and I'm giving away all my secrets) I take a word and add "ington" or "million" or "ell" to it. I promise, it's weird but that pretty much guarantees that you don't have to worry about using someone's name. Although in "The Alpha King" I took the word "Blaze" and made it "Blazell" and how about THAT was someone's ACTUALY NAME!! They had people friending them and everything on Facebook. LOL. *shakes head*. And that happens with me sometimes, you'll be gung ho about a story and then after you write that one scene it all dries up. Take a walk, read a book, or sit down and write the outline, what you want to happen in the book, how you see it ending, who the antagonists are, where it's set, etc. the juices will return. Trust me.
ReplyDeleteI'm trying at least and I put up well something else that I started writing a while back (Two to three months ago not toooo long ago but long enough) I'm trying and Jaid is one of my nicknames I just kinda like how it is different. I thought about Roahan becoming a character in a book that I've wanted to write I don't know to many ideas
ReplyDeleteYou'll figure it out, just don't stress about it too much, like I said, take a step back from it and the name will come to you. And even though I appreciate it, I can understand both sides. You were trying to honor me and Jack, and you just didn't think about asking beforehand. Now you know for next time. He might have reacted differently if you'd asked first like "I have this story and I really want to write it, it sort of you two and I want to use your names, is that okay?" *shrug* I don't know. Here, I'll let you use the name that I was going to use, (I'll find another one): Branson, and his nickname can be "Bran" there's all types of jokes you can use with that nickname too or innuendos: "You need a dose of "Bran" you seem really backed up, let me pound some into you so that you can get going." Stuff like that.
ReplyDelete~Chuckles~ Oh no you use Branson VeeVee you can bring that character into so many things that it isn't funny. ~Hugs tight~ I was thinking Sorell "Sore" or Robell "Rob". Hey I like that Sore one hmm could have a few jokes about it hmm don't know yet.
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