Embrace The Rainbow

Embrace The Rainbow
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Thursday, May 17, 2012

Stressing & A bunch of BS

Stress- Something I can deal without in my day to day life. It's always there though no matter what. So what is causing the stress. My brothers and sister are out of school for the summer. That is fine that doesn't bother me much or stress me out much.


My uncle is on the run from the law. ~Groans~ Wanting to wave something like that away from your mind doesn't work to easily. Is he dangerous? Depends on who has pissed him off. Have the cops been around looking for him? Yeah and that isn't what bothers me the most. Cops with guns and people with guns freak me out sometimes. Well a lot of the time guns freak me out.

When the cops have to search places they think he may be hiding at that is what makes me stress out. It isn't easy seeing the guns and it's no easier dealing with all the stress of knowing that your family member is running from the law because he's an idiot. I don't know where he is and really I don't care to know. I rather be dumb when it comes to his whereabouts. It keeps me safe that way. So I'm stressed and tired and with stress comes a number of issues. I'm trying to stay calm and breathe in and out. Let's see how long this lasts hopefully it's over and done with soon enough. We'll see.