Dance With Me?

 I am glad that I have the support from some friends I thought about doing this a long time ago and then I realized that everything has become so different and so much more real for me. I love the people that support me and I try to support them. This was something that I wrote for my Partners. The one thing that I really want to do with them before anything physically sexual is to dance. I love to dance and I love them and I can't wait to dance with them. This is also something of what we've had struggled with as well. I was so damn scared of losing My Sweetheart (But, this poem is true for all of them.) due to our constant fighting a few months ago. I love all of my partners and I am scared every day but, I am overcoming all those fears and turning it into something that pushes me to my goals.

 

Dance with me

Will you dance with me?
Upon the moonlit sky
Upon a bright day's
Will you dance with me?
Upon a day that is dreary day
Upon a rainy day that seems never to end
Will you dance with me?
Upon the night of our marriage
Upon the nights that we both can not sleep
Will you dance with me my loving Sweetheart even if we are fighting with one another?
We have so many more dances to come
I will always look forward to our dances my love no matter what happens
So dance with me in the pouring rain or dance with me in the sunshine
Where ever you wish to dance my love I will follow

A Person (Poem)

I wrote this back in High school never really thought much about how it would mean a lot to me as I grew older. But it really spoke everything I felt back in school. Even how I feel even today at times. Most people think that you get over what has happened. Others know it still can rock you to your core. Even more others understand that it is there and helps you grow into a better person.

 A Person

Our life begins and ends so quickly

At first it seems dull but then you look back

To a time of talking and smack

Always seems to be quick

Never saying what you need to

Always saying the wrong things

Also in a way you need to be yourself

A person who is so different than others

A person trying to cover up themselves

A person who hides behind so many masks

A person who seems to be like you but it’s not you

A person who tries to be someone else’s slave

A person who hides behind others so no other person can see them

A person who loves one self a little more than others

A person who has so little

A person who wants so much

A person who is there for her friends

A person who is there also for her family

A person who cares so much should be herself and not try to be someone else

A person who cares so much for a lot of other people

She never wants anything in return

So why don’t you just accept that she has a heart of gold sometimes

She accepts that you can’t say anything to her for being nice but thank you

Then she realizes that it’s not her who’s hiding from herself it is the people she is nice to

Inspired by: all people in  NUHS

Rough Roads of A Mini-Adult

Rough Roads of A Mini-Adult

 

 

It is hard to be a mini-adult
Always running towards things that are there
Never knowing if it is the right thing
Yet, some how we all find our way
Through rough roads of life
Through all of the fight and flights
We find ourselves as whole as any other adult we know
Some are mini-adults like us
Others are not they are fully grown
But, this is not just the rough roads of old
But, of new as well
Dreams are hard to fill in with what life has in store
Some how we make it and don't know how
To all the fellow Mini-Adults out there
Rough roads are the roads to take
Because you become strong and know what it takes
You find the love of your life and hold onto it harder than most
Many understand that the mini-adult's are a lot like they were
Some find that they wish they had taken the hard rough roads of life
Others are finding that it is hiding away from yourself that needs to be undone
So I stand out from my rough roads and start to walk them
As my life turns out for the better I continue to walk the rough roads of life and enjoy what is to come
This I swear to myself to do always and make sure I love like no other


This is the rough roads meaning....No matter who you are or where you are. No matter what hardships you have you can and will be able to walk the rougher roads in life. It won't be easy, but in the end it is always well worth it. This is just one thing I am learning in life.