Thanking a Big Brother

I'm going to say this before thanking someone for this. I don't know how in the hell I found the strength the last weekend past to stop from cutting my wrist but, I did. Then I read Ivan's blog posts about his own struggles and I was like. He's so much older than I am and yet he's made it through so much more than I have been through. So thank you Iv, for posting your life up on your blog. It's really helped and so has the things from Milo and Cass and Issac. It's made me smile made me cry but, most of all it's saved my life.

   Iv, you and Milo are a packaged deal and here is what I want to say to that. I gladly accept that as truth and accept the deal because you both are amazing men. (Even when Milo is a grumpy ole puss.) I need all the big brothers and big sisters I can get and I have a good deal few big brothers and a couple big sisters. I also have a couple little brothers and sisters that I have adopted. I'm very very blessed to find people who understand and don't judge me.

Thanks Going Out To Sidney

  I want to thank you for your words they mean a lot to me. Not many people have the guts to say what they think. Or even share that opinion with the one who is hurting. I am glad to say you follow my blog because without that I really think I would have stopped writing in it for a little while.

  Thanks for showing support I really did need it and you made me smile today. Most days I can't put on a real true honest to god smile except when talking to the men I love. Odd but so very true. Yet, today I not only smiled I cried. Because, you showed people do give a damn about others. No matter where they are and no matter what is going on with them.

  I'm a bit sore today but the pain will go away and the memory will stay, but I'm going to do what does me and just live my life 150%. It's just time to stand up and be who I am and not care if my parents love me or not.

  Tough thing to do, but I'll end up doing it. Thanks again ~Warm hugs and a few kisses to the cheeks!~