So I am interested in massage therapy. I've been looking up every school every school that has massage every school that has something else that would help me gain massage therapy. Everything seems and feel as though I am falling out of the loop. I feel that everyone is saying "Get a Career Already!" "Get a job!" Ugh, my head is spinning with everything as much as I feel like I am spinning out of control it is also me trying to figure out where to go to school at asking for a little advice.
Finding schools are easy as hell. Picking one that will work for me well not as easy as I thought. My head hurts with all the choices. Some are here in KY and I don't want those ones at all. There are a few in Tennessee as well and it's so scary to have so many to choose from and not know which one would be the perfect fit for me. I'm not even sure if I could make it through the Massage Therapy classes. I'm not sure if I'll make it past the five year life span of this job. It scares me when I know that I can mess up. Then again I could succeed and make it.
I'm rambling on about this subject but I am so nervous and also excited that I am finding schools that offer what I need in the way of schooling. My partners know what I want to do and they support me through it and understand that I am so damn scared. Sometimes I feel as though I am going insane trying to find everything out and when and how and just UGH! Support and love and caring and advice and everything keeps me on the balance beam of success. I am just running back and forth in my mind the options and the need to get away from everything and go to school and everything. Okay so I am done rambling I need to stop before I finish or well haha before I get to far ahead of my thinking that is.
I'll figure it all out perhaps. Soon I am hoping I don't know yet. Going to figure it out and think on it awhile. Who knows when at this point in time just ugh. Talk later peace out people.
This is just me figuring out some things in my life. Sharing the things in my life both past and present. Some are leading up to the present and some of the past affects how I live my life today. This blog is not for people who are faint of heart. So if you have a problem with honesty and Bisexuality and Gays and Lesbians then you don't need to read this blog. Oh yes and many thanks to Matt from the blog 2 boys In Love. He gave me the idea for my blog with the Mini-Adult!
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ReplyDelete~Blushes and smiles~ Thanks for coming and commenting Mind of Mine I found yours well enlightening to start reading I just read a couple but, I'm going to read a bit more. I love to comment and give support so don't worry you'll get a few from me.
ReplyDeleteAs for going for it still nervous as all get out and I have to wait until Tax returns next year to gain any leverage of hope of moving to Tennessee and going to school there and that's honestly where I wish to be more than anything.