Hellish Thursday

I've been trying to calm down from everything. Everyone has heard about my father and the issues surrounded by him. I'm in such a state of stress that I need to take a little time to think more than I have been and perhaps find a way to get a job before going to Tennessee. Everyone knows that is where my heart is and I'm not going to post what happened because it wasn't just towards me and I know I have someone who cares that lives with me but, it's not enough anymore. I'm tired and I am drained. Trying to stay as calm as possible but, sometimes that is not as easy as I would like. So I know most don't know that I've checked out a few places for rent and for sale just in case I made the trip. I am also looking into some jobs that are around there and I'm finding that Americorps might just be the best option for me. So far I'm not finding to much out on that end and perhaps I need to search a bit longer and make sure everything goes smoothly. I'm going to get going and search through the listings once more and see what all there is out there.