Saturday, August 13, 2011
Being Bisexual & Coming out
Let's put this in simple terms. I am bisexual have been for years. I can not really tell you when I started looking at women and thinking that I wanted to date a woman. Although I have not dated a woman I have met a few lesbian women and bisexual women who accept me for who I am. This is about the day I came out to my parents as being Bisexual.
I was about sixteen years old when I finally got the courage to admit to my parents that I was bisexual. I had feelings for girls and women since well lord twelve or thirteen. My first kiss from a girl was a couple nights before I came out to my parents that I like both men and women. (Though I am more into men then women sexually.) It was hard because my mother had said some things about accepting it, yet when she found out who I kissed that was a gir. She kind of flipped dead the hell out. I didn't know what to think or even what to say when she was mad that I kissed my best friend of four years.
Needless to say my mother still does not like the fact that I like women and she herself came out as bisexual. Talk about hypocrite! Why is it wrong for me to be bisexual yet she can come out and expect to have acceptance? Alright I think I calmed down a bit since she came out but that still gets to me.
My father has always said he wants his daughters and his sons to be dead straight. ~Rolls her eyes~ Well I am not no matter how you put it or twist it. I like women and I love men and I'd be with both sexually in a heartbeat. I want the right woman though and I have the right men in my life. I am not going to change just because they both have their morals twisted around to suit their wants and needs.
I am proud to be Bisexual I don't hide it and I never will I am not about to start now. I've been out for nearly five years now I am nearing 21 years of age. I am going to be who I am meant to be. No matter what it means to others. I might be a bad example of a bisexual woman, but I am none the less bisexual and I AM PROUD to be just that!