Massage Therapy

  So I am interested in massage therapy. I've been looking up every school every school that has massage every school that has something else that would help me gain massage therapy. Everything seems and feel as though I am falling out of the loop. I feel that everyone is saying "Get a Career Already!" "Get a job!" Ugh, my head is spinning with everything as much as I feel like I am spinning out of control it is also me trying to figure out where to go to school at asking for a little advice.

Finding schools are easy as hell. Picking one that will work for me well not as easy as I thought. My head hurts with all the choices. Some are here in KY and I don't want those ones at all. There are a few in Tennessee as well and it's so scary to have so many to choose from and not know which one would be the perfect fit for me. I'm not even sure if I could make it through the Massage Therapy classes. I'm not sure if I'll make it past the five year life span of this job. It scares me when I know that I can mess up. Then again I could succeed and make it.

I'm rambling on about this subject but I am so nervous and also excited that I am finding schools that offer what I need in the way of schooling. My partners know what I want to do and they support me through it and understand that I am so damn scared. Sometimes I feel as though I am going insane trying to find everything out and when and how and just UGH! Support and love and caring and advice and everything keeps me on the balance beam of success. I am just running back and forth in my mind the options and the need to get away from everything and go to school and everything. Okay so I am done rambling I need to stop before I finish or well haha before I get to far ahead of my thinking that is.

I'll figure it all out perhaps. Soon I am hoping I don't know yet. Going to figure it out and think on it awhile. Who knows when at this point in time just ugh. Talk later peace out people.

College/Gay Marriage Discussion

  Okay most of you know that I am not in college. Yet, my pregnant sister is. She had brought up in her discussion question about gay marriage. So I am going to share with some of you what my sister and what I think of gay marriage.

  I myself think that gays and lesbians and even bisexuals should have the right to marry whoever they want to. The law and the government should not have a say over whom marries whom. To me being bisexual means I can love either sex if not both if I wanted to. That being said though I am also faithful to the ones I am with right now. Just because we love the same sex or love more than one we are looked down upon. WTF? This happens every day and I realize this. I don't have a problem with myself or my relationships. So why should anyone else? Why should they have the right to judge me? Then I realize they have no right to judge, but they do have a right to their own opinions. So that being said they can have their opinions as long as they do not judge me. What hurts is that being judged leaves a person in a sour mood. Or it leaves me in a sour mood. Don't know about everyone else, but it does me.

  My sister thinks as I do and she wrote about that today for her college discussion. She didn't see that it had been brought up more than once already. So yes this is very weird for us both because Kentucky isn't to keen on Gay Rights. Yet, there are many college students at the college my sister goes to that is all for gay rights and gay marriage. (She read it all off to me and I was amazed!) Wow...Just wow. Six answers where on gay rights and gay marriage. My sister put hers into words that includes Lesbians, Gays, and Bisexuals. She put us all into the post because that is how she feels. Marriage should be allowed to all and that is how she honestly feels. She is bisexual, but in a straight laced relationship with a man. She is all for gay rights and that makes me smile daily.

  So what do you all think about this? Any opinions? Any comments? I had a few and they were all something nice to say about how people are really starting to change and say things that can make anyone smile or be proud of!!